After 8.5 months my pumping journey is coming to an end. For the past 8.5 months I have pumped, every 3-4 hours, 15-20 minutes each time. 259 days, 518 hours or 31,080 minutes or 22 solid days of pumping.
When I was pregnant I knew that I wanted to breastfeed, there are many benefits from it. Warren was born at 29 weeks he wasn't able to breast or bottle feed at first. Babies learn to suck, swallow, breath between 32-34 weeks gestation, 3-5 weeks after Warren was born. So I decided as soon as he was born that pumping was going to be my only option. It started a few hours after he was born, the nurse brought in a pump for me. She literally wheeled it in and was like, "Here you go!" I had no idea what to do, I made myself bleed at first because I had the setting way too high. I also was only doing one side at a time so 30 minutes of just pumping. I then asked for some help and was quickly getting the hang of it.
At first it was frustrating, I was pumping every 3 hours on the dot around the clock and nothing was coming out. It took about 3 days for my milk to come. I will never forget the morning I woke up and my milk came, I felt like there was a mac truck on my chest, but on the plus side finally milk for my baby! I then would pump and either bring it to the NICU or freeze it at home. He was only eating a few cc's at a time, equivalent to a teaspoon and I was making a few ounces every pump needless to say I had a lot extra so our freezer was getting full! Looking back I wish I would have taken a picture to show how much milk I had. For the first few weeks of his life Warren was fed through a NG tube, at first it was in his mouth but he pulled it out all the time so they had to put it down his nose. He started eating expressed breast milk from a bottle around 4 weeks old. And prior to that expressed milk in his NG tube.
Why am I stopping? Well after some different trial and errors we have decided that he has a protein intolerance (just based on observations) and his GI feels that Neocate, a hypo allergenic formula will be best for him. He told me that Warren received all of the benefits of breast milk since he was on it for 8.5 months. I feel weird stopping but at this point it's time. Overall I am very happy about it but at the same time I feel a little guilty, but it's doctors orders to stop so I must listen. I should also mention that on average Warren is eating about 650 cc's each day one day he ate 780 cc's, that is 21-26 ounces. It's still crazy to think that when he came home he was eating 45 cc's (1.5 ounces) every 3 hours and now he is eating 135 cc's (4.5 ounces) every 4 hours. Fingers crossed that the formula continues to work and he continues to grow.
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